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Katharine Beckett Winship's avatar

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Ann Collins's avatar

Thank you, Katharine! I'm glad you like this one. I think we interrupted breakfast, but this toad was very chill about it.

Melanie Bettinelli's avatar

Ann, I love your reading of this one. It feels like a spell. I love love love the refrain. Those long O sounds, somewhere between lament and longing: toad, oak, slow, snow, alone, robes.

Ann Collins's avatar

Melanie, I played with so many different forms of this, finally wanting it to be Toad's voice. Longing and lament really expresses that well. I'm such a novice but love to play with sounds and syllables. Thanks again for reading today. It was so good to be with you.

Rosemary DeSena's avatar

It was lovely to hear it live in the zoom and wonderful to see it here, with audio, photo and calligraphy. ❤️❤️❤️

Ann Collins's avatar

Thank you Rosemary. I really appreciate your support both here and over at Poetry on Tape. Your poem was fantastic 💛🔥

Kimberly Warner's avatar

The music of this poem is hypnotizing Ann! The rhythm and rhyming and patterned phrasing. Toad must feel chuffed.

Ann Collins's avatar

Thanks Kimberly! Toads do seem to be pretty pleased with themselves most of the time. I hope all the little ones in the forest are tucked-in warm tonight.

Lisa Jensen's avatar

I loved getting to hear this gorgeous and tender poem today, Ann, and I’m so glad others will get to delight in it now too!

Ann Collins's avatar

You make such a safe and welcoming space for us all, Lisa. What a way to encourage mutual growth! The work you're doing for the poetry community here, is a reflection of your care and taking time to listen to each person. Such a gift you have.

Lisa Jensen's avatar

Thank you so much, Ann! Every direction I turn, I seem to bump into generosity, so it feels natural to want to give that back in whatever little ways I can. It seems like that's what we're all trying to do around here (around here being the Substack poetry world, not the political world, sadly).

Ann Collins's avatar

This small corner of Substack feels like a little world unto itself. One that runs on mutual support and keeping each other's creative fires lit. What a blessing.

Lisa Jensen's avatar

This is so well put - and you are such a generous and active fire tender!

Kim Nelson's avatar

I love this poem! It reaches down to elemental truths if the reader takes that deep dive. And your reading this afternoon was like the topping on a perfect scoop of ice cream.

Ann Collins's avatar

You are so kind. The power outage here had me off my game trying to Zoom on my phone—but totally worth it.

Teyani Whitman's avatar

This feels like an homage to a sacred animal, who awaits the frozen lake’s return to water for his nightly swim. I love it.

Ann Collins's avatar

Oh, I agree, Teyani. Toads show us what patience looks like. Maybe especially when times are difficult. They are a fine example of how to relax into a difficult season and wait hopefully.

26thAvenuePoet (Elizabeth)'s avatar

What a gift you have, Ann, for giving loving, detailed attention to one creature after another. And now it's Mr. Toad's turn! Perhaps he'll sing you a Sun Antiphon as well, later in the year.

Such a joy to hear you read this afternoon...!

Ann Collins's avatar

A mutual joy to be with you today, Elizabeth! I like the summer idea! Maybe there is an anchoress across the forest …?!

LeeAnn Pickrell's avatar

I’m so happy to read it now and savor the words!

Ann Collins's avatar

So kind, LeeAnn. I felt a little tangled up the process of writing this. I kept paring it down hoping to keep the essential feeling of a small toad being unconditionally loved. I'm glad you like it. Thanks again for making us all feel so comfortable and welcomed today.

LeeAnn Pickrell's avatar

I’ve fallen in love with toads now.

Donna McArthur's avatar

While I have a frog phobia (so didn't love the image🤣) I do love your poem. The line that most moved me is 'hearer of a heartbeat drum'. Well done Ann!

Ann Collins's avatar

Oh, Donna, thank you. I read that their hearts can slow down to one beat per minute, as they enter a state of suspended animation, as deep as 9 feet below ground in the winter. A very slow drumbeat indeed. I'm touched that you would think kindly despite your very understandable phobia. Thank you for reading this one. 💛

Donna McArthur's avatar

Wow, one beat a minute! Nature is astounding.

Josh Datko's avatar

Lovely, Ann. I'm glad to see James as one of the inspirations for this, he has a way of motivating people!

Ann Collins's avatar

Oh for sure. James is one of those people with a brilliant mind who can also put others at ease. His natural generosity and kindness here is much appreciated.

just mud by Ron's avatar

So many healing words here, Ann.

Ann Collins's avatar

I'm so thankful for your reading, my friend.💛

Brother Rob's avatar

Ann, this is lovely. So gentle, so sweet.

Ann Collins's avatar

Thank you, Rob, that's what I was hoping would come through. I'm grateful you took the time to let me know. 💛

Ellen Rowland's avatar

I loved hearing you read this poem during the reading, Ann. It felt like a lullaby. Such beautiful music in the rhythm and repetition. Many moons ago, my mother read the Frog and Toad stories to me and this poem felt familiar in a lovely way.

Ann Collins's avatar

Ellen, thank you for listening. I used Arnold Lobel's books years ago to teach my children how to read. Such simple language can convey subtle, tender emotion. And often, the stories are also hilarious. I think he was a genius. Ellen, you have given me the dearest compliment. Thank you!

man of aran's avatar

I sometimes feel I need a small chapel for one! Glad to have the company of a toad, though!

Ann Collins's avatar

Well, maybe we have a small place inside ourselves . . . a sacred place where no one else can go. I always liked the way John O'Donohue described it as a small, warm hearth.

Conny Borgelioen's avatar

I love the musicality of this poem, Ann. I felt my heartbeat slow.

Ann Collins's avatar

Ah, so glad it made a resting space for you, dear one.